I'm still here, folks. Sort of bumbling along.
Need to spring into action soon.
Right now the kids are at camp, they're having a blast, and I'm living a quiet life.
In a WTF way, it's amazing how many acquaintances and friend are going through something equally as shitty.
In each case, it's the husband who has left, not the wife. And without warning or counseling.
wtf? what is it with them? Mid-life crisis'? Unrest? Something in the air? A narcissistic feeling of entitlement? What ever happened to "let's work this out?"
"A Little Bit Stronger"
Woke up late today, and I still feel the sting of the pain.
But I brushed my teeth anyway, got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face.
I got a little bit stronger.
Riding in the car to work, and I'm trying to ignore the hurt.
So I turned on the radio, Stupid song made me think of you,
I listened to it for minute, but then I changed it.
I'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger.
And I'm done hoping that we can work it out,
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around.
And ohhh
I'm done thinking, that you could ever change.
I know my heart will never be the same,
but I'm telling myself I'll be okay.
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.
Doesn't happen over night, but you turn around and a months gone by,
And you realize you haven't cried.
I'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer.
I'm busy getting stronger.
And I'm done hoping that we can work it out,
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around.
And ohhh
I'm done thinking, that you could ever change.
I know my heart will never be the same,
but I'm telling myself I'll be okay.
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.
I get a little bit stronger.
Getting along without you baby,
I'm better off without you baby,
How does it feel with out me baby?
I'm getting stronger without you baby.
And I'm done hoping that we can work it out,
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around.
And ohhh
I'm done thinking, that you could ever change.
I know my heart will never be the same,
but I'm telling myself I'll be okay,
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.
I get a little bit stronger.
I'm just a little bit stronger.
A little bit, a little bit, a little bit stronger.
I get a little bit stronger.
3 comments:
A friend of mine at work asked what the deal was with the blue streak I put in my hair. I laughed and told her that it was my mid-life crisis. She then informed me that her husband left her for his mid-life crisis. I thought that was pretty sad.
I don't know what it is with people anymore. Strange new world. I do hope you are hanging in there though. My best to you.
I totally get that, Kristin... totally.
AND...God has always met me in the midst of it!
I wanted to stop by and thank you for commenting on my blog. And now that I'm here, I want to tell you how sorry I am that you're going through this. I know it doesn't mean much, coming from a total stranger, but my heart goes out to you and your family.
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